A "slap" on my mind....

Gaining a new family member is definitely a happy moment. But how about the other one? Have you ever thought WHAT IF, just what if the person you love today are just beside you, the next second, you cant even reach him/her even if you want it so badly. There's no even a chance to tell him/her how much you love her anymore.

No, i didnt lost any family member. Just a classmate of mine who did. Previously, i had a classmate who lost a mother. Somehow, i didnt feel anything. It's just like another news on the newspaper or anything. But this time, the lost of my classmate's father influenced my way of thinking so much. no, i am not CLOSE at all to him, to be truthful, i dont even know him though we are classmate for 2 whole years. Then, we missed him at tuition that day. Havent been informed about the news, we thought he was just too "pro" so did not go for any extra class anymore. until later, i received a message about the death of his father.

We didnt know why or by what. We did not dare to ask either.

He was still in school today. Surprisingly, though. He didnt cry, didnt grumble. Just sitting there, reading his sejarah like the normal him. Nothing is weird or unusual except the little black piece of cloth is pinned on his right arm. No one would have known what this guy had experienced. Lost of his father! He must be really sad, but did he cry? No.

He appeared so strong today to me. No idea why. A person whom normally most of us "look down" upon or considered as the minority.

I wanted to comfort him, but i really dont know how. Talk to him? This is odd (we never really talk before). Buy him a drink? I wanted to, but it's really weird giving it to him, and he might think: Are you sympathizing me?! Then his best friend came over, i ask him, dont you know what had happened to you friend? Why are you still hitting him? Why are you still "cekik"-ing him? Then, he suddenly answered, "You are the one who dont know what had happen. You shut up. You dont know how to cheer people up."

Oh. ok.
For the first time, this friend talk to me like this. It somehow, slapped me. Really, i dont know how to cheer people up, i dont know what happened. I shouldnt be the one judging him. Maybe he had a more suitable way of comforting his friend.
He treat him like normal, like nothing had happened. Maybe that's the only way to heal the wound? And let time do the rest?

Still, whenever i turn my head in that direction, i saw him day-dreaming or closing his eyes. perhaps his closed his eyes to prevent the tears from rolling out?

Surprise!!

Lame ah. Nothing so surprise. Only the disappeared Christine is here again after 2 months. Haha. Yeah, i somehow was walking in the jungle 2 months ago and lost my way. Now, I'm back. But perhaps not for long.

Many things happened for this whole year. People change, surrounding change. I'm glad i still had my friend around me. Sort of a stress reliever, saving me from the stressful times =)

SPM is 10 weeks from now. I'm still struggling here argh!!! haha. Playing and wasting time every day. Talking through the free period. It's not really wrong relaxing once in a while, especially after studying non-stop for 1 month (Including exams), but whenever i see people study around me, the guilt creeps slowly into my subconscious mind again, keep telling me "Why are you not studying, why are you not studying..." So whenever i am chatting away or playing computer, the sound comes again. Am I nuts?

Lols. VoonSan just said, "teach me study" in msn. (DONT physco la you) How i teach, i also like that nia, i replied. really bah. You say i am good, i'm also like that only. I'm not fake, i dont say i didnt study when i really do. When i study, i'll tell you the truth when i do. I dont kiasu-ly say no when any buddy asked for help. Still, i'm worried about my SPM. YES, I AM REALLY WORRIED. I need it. I need the scholarships. really.

Forecast results are coming out in perhaps a few days? That's the time when i should be starting to apply for uni-s and scholarships already. Kiasu? No, more of a "precaution" step. I'm applying for dentistry. Not my first choice or ambition, not even sure if i am interested in it. I'm just sort of interested in the $$ it will bring some day. =)

(UQ only offered 2 places for international student in dentistry course. i need to compete with the world for that 2 seats. =.=")

I need a job thats:
1. Not routine like. New things happen every day.
2. Can bring me enough $$
3. can let me expand me creativity.

and i dont mind working hard. Hmm...any suggestions?

So...that should be it for now. My next post? after SPM?? HAHA. Just check on my facebook if you really want to know what's going on. I'm literally there everyday!!!!

Do you love quizzes? tests? exams?

Yea yea i know, my blog is covered with a freaking thick layer of mould already...Not that i dont love this bloggie anymore but i really cant find the time for it. I feel like a bad mother abusing her own child because of work..=.=" think too much. well, i just finish my mid year exam and currently in holiday!! so here i am!!!

Enough of crapping, back to the main point!!!!

We, especially most of the secondary students had just finished out mid year exam (just like me ^^) and last thing we would like to think about is EXAM. Too bad to pull you out of your holiday dream land. Yes, the question of the day is: Do you love quizzes, tests or exams?

Students or not, i am sure most of you out is already shouting: NO!!!! (hell no..)

I used to shout that too. who would love exams? the stress and the kiasuness, the late night studies, the headache, the sore hands....it's like hell on earth when you are literally "tortured" by exams. (school leavers, dont laugh!)

The rest of the post is for facebook users:

but i am here today to tell you: YOU ARE A BIG FAT LIAR!!! L-I-A-R!!! ( fat one like the catepillar outside) =.="
No, i am not accusing you any how but I have solid prooves.

We all had facebook fever lately. adding hundred of friends, leaving notes on their "walls", POKING each other, sending hugs and kisses, racing cars, PLAYING MAFIA WARS, PET SOCIETY, RESTAURANT CITY and weirdest: buying your friends and sale them away?? (weird, but i personally love it too...hahhahaha)

Then, there's a new and bloody weird phenomena in facebook world:
PEOPLE ACTUALLY LOVE QUIZZES, TEST and EXAMS inside!!!!
(see i told you, you were a liar for shouting no up there)

Dont believe me? once you logged into your account,
you see your homepage,
scrolling down,
you could see hundreds of feeds about:

• what kind of friend are you?
• how well do you know XXX?
• what is you IQ/EQ?
• what is the dress that suits you best?
• how many children you will have?
• WHAT IS THE FIRST CHARACTER IN THE NAME OF THE PERSON WHO HAD A CRUSH ON YOU?! *gasp* (wth...how would that freaking test know it when it don't even know who am i really...=.=")
• and THOUSANDS more similar stories... <- familiar with this phrase?

people like to take these quizzes and tests so much. we all volunteered to take these quizzes and asked for more. in fact, some even created more quizzes. we did lame quizzes for the sake of doing it. laughing at the rubbish it shows in the results... and lastly, publish the results publicly to let the whole world know our results?
(oh that reminds me, i just took 2 quizzes on how many children will i have and what type of brand am i. guess what? the result is: I will have 3 girls and i am a louis vuitton brand.. erm..ehem....why can't i have boys?)

which then in school, the condition is completely different. we hated exams. we groaned. and we were forced to take the exams. we stressed out. some even skipped exams. after the results are out, we were so afraid to let our parents know????

funny right?

but this is what happened.

don't believe it? Believe it.
Students using facebook and take quizzes on it found: GUILTY!!!

*Court closed*

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满足 Full-filledness....

Homo sapien - Human is a species which is very to be full-filled. We always have the "wants". Many think this is very greedy...but this is why we enjoy all these advancement right? Some people are easily fulfilled while others just can't get enough of what they have.

While you are working so hard to keep up the pace of time, remember to slow down and be glad of what you have too....

What am I happy of for now??
I came back home at 2.30 pm for 2 days straight already!!!

It's been a long long time since i can come back home so early. It's not that i want to complain the time i spend in school is long, i won't mind, really, not at all. It's nice to spend time in school with all my dearest friends around, but sometimes, people just need quality time with family or all alone at home....

Do you know it is very "bahagia" for being home so early? Haha, you can have a nice afternoon nap unless you have to go for tuition that's another story.

Fine, this is pointless. I am just too happy. :p

p/s: or maybe it's a hint that i can start my studies already???

An update for the sake of updating

WOW....never disappear from this blog for such a long long time...TOO BUSY! @#$ busy life..

Why so busy? Well, first is concert. Have been so busy preparing for it for a few months. Just 3 days after the concert...

i went to Kem Bina Insan. No, you didnt see the wrong words. BINA INSAN. It's not that i have disciplinary problem, but somehow some misundestandings occured and me, choon man and jai seng ended up there. 5 days of camp at Kem Kemuyang Sibu with 25 students from miri. Only 5 chinese. 20 others are bumi and malays. I have never been SOCIALIZING with so many malays and bumi, what more to say STAY with them 24 hours for 5 days? It's a whole new experiences. I have learnt so many stuff, about how problematic students thinks, how they live through their daily life and also BAHASA SARAWAK! hehe....a new language. They all spoke in bahasa sarawak so you can imagine me listening but not UNDERSTANDING ANYTHING AT ALL for many days. We had a great time and spent a night in the woods. !Q@#$% those mosquitoes..And somehow some really disgusting and annoying stuff happened on the last day which made me want to go home as fast as possible. !@#$ those annoying brainless idiots...Still, thank you so much for giving a chance to go through this camp.

The cert for this camp is "priceless"!!! Really..but baobei somehow got reach of it and chew it up !@#$%^&!!!!!!!!! what the hell...

Straight after i come back, i have to train for softball practice. Competition on last wednesday. Girls team lose.. Boohoo...haha, didnt expected anything anyway cause we only trained for 2 weeks, (excluding me, i trained for 1 week only because of the camp). Plus we played in mud. (wth...i wanted to slide so much but didnt have the chance..)
Boys teams got 3rd. We are having a party!! YEah!!! Last year of softball..cramp legs and becoming an "INDIAN" again is not a problem. (well i used 1 year to recover from last year's softball competition yet here i am again, DARK SKIN TONE) I doubt there's a chance for me to go under the sun like this again.

Then tests and homework comes. Omg, i wanted to study so much. Just my energy is used up so fast lately. Did badly in my bible quiz yesterday. Was so sorry..half to myself and half to Lord...sorry for not doing the best i could. Sorry for doing bad in what that is suppose to bring glory to Him directly. Don't know how to describe, just regreted. I promise, and i prayed again and again, i will study hard, harder and hardest for the rest of my schooling days.
I will try not to miss class anymore. It's almost time to settle down, for the exams are coming.
Jia you!!!!


Next, i went to the Pikon PC Fair just now. Was expecting to meet Lynthia but didnt see her. Hmm...where are you? haha! (didnt so yesteday because was too tired)

Bought:A laptop skin RM18

My own card reader, RM28

So many people there..haha

Oh yeah, before i forget, we got a NEW PUPPY for 2 weeks already haha...
It's a SHE and also a maltese. Bear in mind, she's baobei's wife o!!!! She is Bao Er. 7 weeks old already. Bought her at 5 weeks old.

She knows how to climb the stairs and sit already o!!!! LIke to play toys and bite baobei. But our baobei is a gentleman!!! He never play rough with this little fragile missy...taking good care of her and bring her wherever he goes.

there's baobei with his new haircut.

That's it for now...don know when is the next time i will blog again. Wishing so hard that there are more than 24 hours a day.
Exams are coming. Study hard!

If anyone wants to come with me, he must forget himself, take up his cross every day, any follow me.
Luke 9:23

Concert Chung Hua 2009 (Part 1)

This is part of the photos..not much because my phone memory full..will try to grab from others too..heheh

the name tags...few of us did it in 1 and a half day..hehehe.!!!!!!cute la..

me and steph

lols.

na...put me in front la!

see she take photo always at the back one..HAHAHHAHAHa....lols..just kidding la!

some of the show..didnt really watch it..

my eye lashes...

RM 12 hair style.. =.=

with yang yang!! helped me a lot

with kee min

Mr wong!! very cute la him...the first principal to be crazy with students..he took photo with us and play with us..celebrate with us at the end...i threw some of the coloured papers at him actually..hehehehe...he was shocked!

alallaalla..brassband

jess.s....s.s.s...

chiat ing

with freda

Took photo with fiona too...but wonder where it went..oh ya in her camera.. =.=" So many photos every where..hehehehe...